John Cena appreciation post: Chest and abs edition.
(Source: waitingforthe-day)
Alone people don’t like to hear about the together people. Okay. Even if the alone people are alone by choice. It’s just sort of mean. It’s sort of like bringing a 6-pack to an AA meeting.
- Callie Torres (Grey’s Anatomy)
i haven’t wrote anything personal on tumblr for a good awhile. probably because i just don’t have the time. i work. i go to school. i have homework. I’m a working college student who is in her last semester of her college career. this is my last hoorah before i enter the real world.
I’ve gotten so busy that i don’t even have time for men. I’m just immune. i let them get mad at me. i let them treat me horribly. i gave up before they could give up on me. i just stopped caring for the last couple months. i just let things be. i stopped fighting for anything involving love. i just don’t have passion for testosterone anymore. i just don’t care to compromise or fuss over petty shit.
i let a lot of things leave me behind. i let go before they could. adam is gone. i cried about it once. and i miss him as a friend. but i don’t care enough to fix things with him.
shannon left my life. i knew something was wrong. but i just let her leave. i knew nothing i said would make her listen to me. and i find it a blessing to not have her in my life anymore.
but as for tim, I’m indifferent. me n him let go of each other at different times and let go of different parts of our so called relationship at different times as well. we were on an off for a good two years. and i remember thinking the world of him. he was never what i would’ve gone for originally. but he was a great guy. he was fairly attractive and was just so kind and heartwarming. we had great chemistry to a certain extent. we were complete opposites. and i love how we met each other. but for the last couple months i started to fade maybe because i had a lot to do and i stopped holding on to a future with him cuz i didn’t kno what was going to happen after graduation. and now I’m beating myself up over the fact that we are not in each others lives. NOT AT ALL. we don’t talk. we have said the worst things we could ever say to each other. and i regret it. but its getting to the end of the road, an end of a chapter…and I’m left wondering should we have a proper goodbye before i leave school or just leave without saying absolutely nothing?…what do i do?
